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Saturday, September 15, 2018

Let's talk.


I just wanted to share a little bit of my life. Where I am right now, how things have been and stuff. And since I'm not posting any pictures of myself I wanted to do this to let you know myself a little more. Also I wanted to let you know that life behind my pink pictures is a little different and sometimes it's not pink at all.

We all talk about how important it is to work hard for your dreams and to fight for them and that's very important and inspirational, but we don't talk about the actual journey itself. And while saying that I've rememebered that picture of an iceberg that's so tiny at first, but it's huge underwater. We don't see what it really takes to get to something. Quite often the hard work is left behind the scenes and people start thinking that we've got our dream because we were lucky, when in reality we have worked 24/7 for years to get something. No one gives us credit about how many times we have thought about giving up, how many times we've cried and thought that we are a failure and we're not gonna get there. But next day we woke up and continued working, again.

I am in a really crazy place in my life right now, it seems like everything that I try to do ends up being a mess, starting from my personal life, study and ending with my blog. My blog means a lot to me. I try my hardest to make it as perfect as possible. Even if I've got a horrible day I still go to instagram and do my daily post, chat with some of you, etc. That's what I like to do. That's how I like to escape from reality.

In times like this when you feel like the whole world is on your shoulders it's so important to keep yourself going. It's so important to remember your goals and dreams more often to keep yourself motivated. In times like this it's even more important to accept everything for what it is.

I accept that I am a failure now. I accept that things are not going well for me. I accept that I am not achieving the things that I thought I would achieve. I accept that I can be sad for no reason, and come home and do nothing. I accept that everything might be not okay for a while. And that's okay. 

What I don't accept is me killing my dream, thinking that because of this period I am no longer able to achieve what I was dreaming of. What I don't accept is me giving up. What I don't accept is me losing hope for the future, that tomorrow will be better than today. 

I wanted to end this post with a quote I've seen on pinterest - the sun will rise and we will try again...

P.S. my nail polish shade is Sally Hansen 199 tickled pink Xx

20 comments :

  1. Sorry to read that you are having a hard time. I’m glad that you aren’t giving up, and will keep pushing forward. We all fall on timelines when it feels like nothing is going right, but how we react to those times is so important!

    Em x
    www.emsworld.co.uk

    P.s. beautiful nails!

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    1. Thank you so much Emma, I know everything will fall into it's place soon! <3

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  2. this is me right now. I feel like I put too much work and effort in my blog but it is still not where I want it to be. Yet everyday, I wake up and I come to my desk and keep working. I just want you to know you are not alone, but believe in yourself and it shall be well.
    The Glossychic
    Wonder Cottage

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    1. Thank you beautiful! It was not about blog but my life as well. Please keep fighting and working hard and you'll get there gorgeous girl! Stay strong! <3

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  3. I'm so sorry you're having a hard time, I remember a time when I thought I killed my dream too, only to realise that when one door closes another opens and I couldn't be happier with where I've ended up. I hope something like that happens to you. Your blog is gorgeous though, you should be super proud of it!

    Jodie // jodieloue.com

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    1. Thank you so much Jodie! I'm glad things ended up being that good for you! Thank you so much! I'm trying my best to make it look beautiful and still be realistic! <3

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  4. I'm very sorry you're feeling this way baby g, I wish I could give you a cuddle through the screen and tell you it's going to work out in the end and, trust me, it will. You're absolutely not a failure now - your blog is stunning and the effort you put into both the content and imagery is transparent. We ALL see and appreciate it. Sometimes everything might feel like too much (I'm also studying before Uni at the moment, last year before I go and, trust me, it's hard to juggle everything at once) but just know there are so many people on your side and there's always a light at the end of the tunnel. Always. x
    Lots of love (extra love in this case),
    Marina Rosie xxx
    http://marinawriteslife.blogspot.com/

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    1. Marina thank you so so much for all of your kind words. I nearly ended up crying reading this! Thank you so much for appreciating my work! I'm sending you lots of hugs and positive vibes! Thanks for cheering me up! <3 Xx

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  5. Keep fighting for what you want. I know what and how you're feeling. I've been feeling like a failure myself for the last year or so. Mostly it comes from comparison and like that famous quite, comparison is the thief of joy. Ain't it the truth. You know what you want and want to accomplish, that is most that many. Keep your eye on the prize and don't let others discourage you.

    Sxx
    daringcoco.com
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    1. Thank you so much Sonia! Everything you've said is true and I hope things will get better soon! I'm no way thinking about giving up, and I'm super ready to fight whatever life will bring to achieve my DREAM! <3

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  6. I have a small recommendation for you. Try to read or listen to J.K.Rowling's commencement speech at Harvard University. I believe it will help and inspire you!

    You are not a failure. Life is harsh and not always things go into place. I can totally understand how you feel - I just had to pick up the pieces of a recent life storm too. I learned over the years that there is no point in feeling sorry or bad. I wouldn't help me.

    So don't feel bad. Remember that after a huge storm there's always a bright sun coming to shine all over the place!

    Wishing you all the best,
    Randomlydi

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    1. Thank you so much my dear for your kind words and support! I truly, genuinely appreciate it. And thanks for recommending that speech. I will give it a read! <3

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  7. Accepting how you're feeling and your current situation is the best thing to do when you're going through a hard time! We're all here for you whenever you need us. Whether that's to listen to your thoughts and feelings in your writing or to support and encourage you when engaging with you. I'm sending you all the best wishes and love right now. This will pass.

    No rain. No flowers.

    xx

    Lauren | itslaurenvictoria.co.uk

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    1. Thank you so much gorgeous! Your words mean a lot to me! I am so thankful for having a friend like you! Thank you! Xx

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  8. Aww *hugs*
    The hardest thing you can do is to embrace your imperfections. Be perfectly imperfect. Let go of all the pressures you place on yourself; society places on you; etc. Let that crap go. It's holding you down - sinking your spirit. Be free. Get free. And spread your wings. It's ok to have bad days. It's ok to share you're having a bad day too. Give yourself the permission.
    *hugs*
    xo Leros | AboutEos

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    1. AWwww! Thank you so so much for all of your lovely words my lovely! This will pass too and everything will be okay soon! Hugs!!! <3

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  9. Sad to hear that you're going through a rough patch there Annie. We've just been through something as well. Recently my husband lost a contract for his job, the car I use daily is now damaged and my husband suddenly had to go into hospital. I currently don't work as I am finishing off my diploma which has made it harder for us. There is nothing for us to bounce back on if my husband doesn't work. The key thing to remember is that time heals everything. I'm a strong believer for this. Keep your head high and keep going.
    Rachael | Rachael Latchman Diaries

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    1. Aww! I'm so sorry to hear that Rachael! I hope you'll find strength to go through this episode of life. Please stay strong! Sending you lots of love and positive vibes! <3

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  10. I'm so sorry you're going through such an awful time. I am myself so I know how difficult it can be, but blogging is such a good distraction I find xx

    Gemma Etc. ❤️

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    1. Thank you! I hope everything will get better soon! <3

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